loves

2010-09-19T19:50:00.000-07:00

Nothing more to hide, we ended @ our 8mnths.

2010-05-06T02:14:00.000-07:00

What more can i do..

Totally break down when you treat me the way you did just now, you did not do what you'd promise. Or is it an eye for an eye because i can never reach your expectation? I'm trying so hard just to make myself feel at least abit better but i'm feeling worst.. Like even lying to myself you just simply luv me so much like i did.

Crying every night because i can't be perfect in yr eyes. Although i sweet talk in every night messages but it all came out from the deepest part of my heart although i don't know whether could you feel it/ appreciate. Or it's all redundant because it makes you puke. I'm so stress up, stress up with everything.. Stress up with you unable to book out, unable to have enough time spend with me, unable to sleep properly because of yr army thing, unable to eat because you do not have enough cash with you, unable to smoke because you always smoke so fast and did not buy enough.

I tried to give in as much as i could as long as you don't use words to hurt me. Harsh words throwing into my face without hesitation again, how would i feel. You know whatever you say would definitely gave me a such big impact but you choose to say things like you don't wanna be the old you anymore.. I felt so much like giving up like you twice did. Is it retribution or is it i would never have the luck to get back the old you because i don't deserve it now anymore. I'm totally break down, totally. I hope i could get drunk now and burry myself in a pool of beer. Plz buy me some beer, i'll get some tomorrow. Fuck forgetting i've some in my cupboard noww bye cruel world. Plz end my life.

2010-05-05T01:19:00.000-07:00

Drifting apart, not.

Dearest went to bed as early as before 12 as he complains to me that he's tired after a long day :< But be thankful you've got a thoughtful cum understanding wife that allow you to rest early and have enough energy for the next day. My baby does not have enough time for me today as well as tomorrow AND the day after due to his ord parade 2 days later. Equivalent to he can't text me and i'll be the one that keep texting him . Anyway baby and i brought new handphone a couple of days ago but baby think of changing to the same one i'm using.

Urgh,
I'm starting to be very paranoid again! Those harsh word you gave me simply gave me a big impact.. Feeling so lost, feeling unloved feeling that we're drifting apart. But after a talk just now with you, I feel the old you again though abit reluctant to believe and doubts everywhere but you know i luv you much much. JASMINE R.I.P (Recovering In Process) Lastly, Happy 4th precious baby you're the only one that make me so luv.We still have a very long way to walk together♥

2010-05-04T16:30:00.000-07:00

How true is your luv?

Cried very badly yesterday, the same thing just happen 2days ago and it happen just yesterday again. You just left me yesterday just like that when i'm in such bad state and you gave me such harsh words just to leave the house. All those heartache just came in one strike. Though we're back now, in fact i could not say that we've broke up because you just could not make up your mind ysd like you said. But those words you throw right in my face i'll never forget because right now standing beside me, is the one that claims to luv me but the one few days ago is the one that says everything's just a lie.. 2days to our 4th, 3days to your ord parade. I have to bring myself up, but how? Plz prove to me all my tears are worth it, i don't wanna luv you wrong.

2010-04-25T04:10:00.000-07:00

Marching towards our 4th month.

Payday is 2days before and baby &i already spend more than half away though it's not very much but we spend like super super super fast -.- Spending more than $100 a day. Mahjong all the way since dearest book out on friday. Time really flies, a week away from the 6th of every month, a month to dearest ord, a month for my new job. Guess both of our life will change a couple of months later when we both got to work and lesser time to spare when we already have so little of time together. If i got a chance, i'll rather not work and spend my time with you(I know it sound stupid) Sigh. I need to get a new phone, a new job which i'm getting it quite soon i guess. Brought a couple zippo lighter in pink and i swear is effin cute. Shall take a picture of it whn i got a chance. Left with 7hours of sleep, work tomorrow :< Miss you AGFY.

2010-04-18T02:50:00.000-07:00

Nothing weigh more than you

Day by day, I feel you closer. Hate to see your backview leaving for camp, hate that we kiss goodbye. Hate it when it's just a small issue and we make a big fuss and end up quarrelling. Luv you the way you try to make a joke out of yourself to make me laugh, luv the silence when you don't know what to do and gave me the "I'm sorry" look when it's not your fault sometimes. Although you're childish most of the time and irritating I can see you giving in. I know you're trying to give me the best of you and i thank god that i met you :> I want everything of this to last, cause i can't imagine what's life without you by me. Luv you for your everything dearest.

2010-04-12T01:06:00.000-07:00

Exhausted

As you see i'm always mentioning i'm exhausted yada yada. Dearest and i always wanted to wake up early have breakfast together before he book in but it always can't be carried out. Guess wht, we set alarm always without fail but we keep snoozing and end up offing the alarm. Dearest having night out tomorrow i guess! (Can't wait) Perhaps meeting Chloe tomorrow before night. Thn wednesday will be arriving & that means work :/ I wanna slim down :<

2010-04-06T04:00:00.000-07:00

Happy 3rd monthsary
After all these quarrels and tiffs, hope we're getting better and stronger.

Had a bad 3rd monthsary start but glad it's all alright now. Dearest took off and gave me a surprise @ work. Went to bake cookies for him and told him i got stuff to do :P Hope you don't have diarrhea after consuming my luv cookies. hehehe luv you dearest:> Off to sleep! Work tomorrow again, then thursday will be arriving! I'm always depriving for sleep tata.

2010-03-29T02:32:00.000-07:00

I promise you,
this'll be th first and last time.

Because all i wanted is the best for both of us.
& nothing will ever change between th both of us, cause i luv you so so much.
We're marching towards our 3rd month my luv for you never fails to increase day by day.
I'm as elated as you, as i'm hoping for our 4th,5th,6th to 1st yr anni and counting on <3

2010-03-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

I want a day, undiscovered.

Dearest took off on the wednesday night till thursday night, have not been seeing him for 5hours and i'm feel empty.. Had our dinner @ street cafe restaurant on wed headed back my home and had sakae sushi next day as in "just now" for our brunch/dinner at causeway point. Din't capture any photo because my baby is a hungry ghost hehehe. Andy goh is a complain king, when he's very hungry he complain when he's bloated he complain still -.- Thought been able to catch a movie after that but dearest got to book in before 2200 so we went to my god-mum's house straight instead at woodlands! Spending money fast, hope can make it till dearest payday.

Had a g8 day spend with him, we've tiffs and thn back to normal and tiffs and back to normal. My attitude getting worst. (Triple "why"!!! ) I'm sorry baby! I thought back wht i did just now like effin retarded only but you also got yr wrong asshole. Baby is booking out tomorrow night and i'm gg to prepare dinner for him, though it's only sardines, onion egg and vege! Luvinggggg you!

2010-03-22T02:23:00.000-07:00

We've crossed the line to more than , friends.

I've got to work more days next month! (although payday is 2days away) But i've got to save up for genting with baby goh and my family 2mnths later! Ve' been spending days and time at my house during bby's book out. Had a big cry last weekend but luckily i've big heart and everything's over. 3rd month coming, super excited. Thinking what to give bby, remember 1st mnth i've got him boxer and photo frame with our photo in it. 2nd month i've got him wallet, guess i'll make it special this time hehehe, i know you (ANDY GOH) will come peek at my blog so i rather don't mention! Work tomorrow @1.30, 3.00am now i'm going to bed! Replenish my sleep. Praying tht bby's future would be a pleasant one cause bby planning of signing on, hoping he get approve so he doesn't have to worry much! God bless.

2010-03-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

Luving Fridays, Hating Sundays.

Sunday sucks! Always wanted to spend full time with baby but always we're especially tired and worn out on saturday so we tend to sleep till sunday late afternoon/evening >:Woke up @ 4 today and headed plaza for our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner with Chloe, back home after that. Both baby and i've been spending too much darn it, using money like water. Spend 100bucks in clinic because i've difficulty in breathing during midnight and i swear i almost died. You know, at that very moment i don't wish to die it's because i've still not spend enough time with you yet. Baby thanks for th jacket, luv you for everything you've done. Yours truly.

♥

2010-03-06T03:42:00.000-08:00

Happy 2nd mnth beloved.
You're all i've, all that i ever wanted.

Glad that we're still stable and still holding on. Thank you for giving in to me Every time we had a misunderstanding i know i'm always at advantage because i know you'll give in but you should what! Even though you can't catch my hint sometimes whn i want this/that and i must thick skin bit saying i want flowers for valentines. I must admit you're so silly so stupid so idiot, really! Never knew what i wanted always but it's ok.

I know i can't accept your past and always make a fuss out of it but you know i never want this to happen too.. and tolerating my nonsense at times. I know I'm being unreasonable whn we've tiffs and petty at times i shouldn't. It's just a weird feeling coming from deep down, i promise I'll change. Knowing you make an effort to take leave/off from yr NS to accompany me and making me happy is already enough. Sad to say, I'm jealous of every girl tht was once in yr arms. I can't promise you forever but i give you my words i'll be by your side always whenever you need me because you, Andygoh already make me never wanna leave.

Never once regret since the day i decided to be yours. Your luv is enough to last me a life time though you don't know how to express out though I'm always complaining you not luving me enough though I'm always saying that you're lying to me whn you told me you luv me but just because i wanna know how much you luv me again, again and again. I hope our luv will last longer, long enough for me to show you how much i luv you. Luv you always baby♥

2010-03-04T03:03:00.000-08:00

Cause the spaces between my fingers,
Are right where yours fit perfectly

Finally done with my new blogskin, abit of adjustment here and there this and that. Of cause i've add in some stuff which is not included from the original, still pretty nice yeah. It is finally friday! Meeting baby in less than 10hours i guess! But, it's 3.13am now yet i'm not in bed :/

2010-02-24T02:43:00.000-08:00

Feeling closer

-Gotten partial of my pay.
-Finally got both my pedi, medi done.
-Got that 'thing' finally that i spend time killing my brain cells.

Am satisfied,
I want my remaining pay now:< and i luv Andygoh, very very!

2010-02-22T00:51:00.000-08:00

Breakdown
(Perhaps you weigh a little more in thr, again)

Just when i choose to luv you so deep, knowing i'll fall so hard,
'I'm the world most ignorant pig.'

2010-02-19T23:28:00.000-08:00

Time flies

Due to lots of stuff I've been lazy &busy to blog. Anyway day6 of new year i almost spend all my angbao money away already! Tomorrow to bugis finally to get my jacket then to bby's grandma's house for steamboat. Lots of things happen throughout the whole new year that i don't wish to mention, tiffs with mum and dad as well as bby. Sigh, a lot of things that i wanna pretend i never saw, never happen.. Why is it so hard to be in pretense, perhaps all these is beyond his control but it's beyond my pretense too.. Maybe i just went out the wrong time or is it the right time because all you could do is nothing..

I can't pretend she's not sitting beside you
I can't pretend she's so close to you
I can't pretend i dint saw it
I can't pretend i don't love you

2010-02-04T00:42:00.000-08:00

Less than 24hrs
(Nothing, other than you)

Bro(Aloy) came to find me for dinner after i've ended work, had a sumptuous dinner @Sushi teh I swear i've never been that full ever! Then to jurong fetch Weixuan to bpp for starbucks and head home after that. Just had a tiff with my mum, everything's about money and money. Why can't we don't quarrel about money..

Sigh, i'm so down now yet bby know nothing about it. Guess, we're not that close yet cause he can't even sense something's wrong w me with everything i'm replying. I'm so tired even when i'm only working on alternate days. Din't know it could actually suck so much, w/o any bby moral support, w/o bby's voice and sms-es for just 4days. Now i understand how hard daddy is trying to give us a better life. Sorry dad, i'm always apologizing in my blog but not enough courage to face you. Such a failure..

2010-02-01T23:43:00.000-08:00

Exhausted
(You made me felt so luv)

Have not been updating! I've been busy with work, sleep and baby. Baby is at outfield again, just left today! Though it's his last outfield but i still can't bear for him to leave me for 4days w/o hearing his voice. Alright, enough of my crap. My phone just went haywire last night causing me to have none of my SIM contacts left with me.. Means i only have baby and Chloe's number basically. So text me with your name people!! I need $$$, i need to be rich, i need to get lots of stuffff! PS: I want none other than you, Andy Goh<3

2010-01-19T14:44:00.000-08:00

Sick again.

Wednesday tomorrow! If i don't get better by tomorrow, how long will i need to get better and whn can i head to work -.- I got work on wed, thurs and fri. How! Who knows what could cure cough and flu easily without consulting doctor?! Anyway baby got night out last night. Sorry for being selfish for wasting your money for you to cab back camp because a few minutes more do matter : < My nose is killing me as well as my cough drats.

2010-01-13T15:08:00.000-08:00

Brand new start

Starting work from tomorrow onwards will be working at timberland near Robinson at orchard! So who's there could find me for lunch or smoke! Wahaha, brought jeans yesterday with Chloe &Adrain and headed to whale after that.. Back home @ 3 and text baby. Baby is at outfield making me so boring without him texting me and kpkbkpkb :P Evil baby wants me to wait for him to book out and watch 'hi my sweetheart' with him when i could download and watch it now! 2 more days baby is back, miss you! xoxo

2010-01-12T12:07:00.000-08:00

Effortless

How much longer can i hold on, trying my best to let you feel happy and hearing your laughter just let me feel everything I've done it's all worth it. Yet all i gotten back is this, already said that i can't control what thy wanna comment but you just want to make things worst. I'm just trying to make things better, hearing you laughing, I'm contented enough. Why baby, why is it we seem so hard to communicate whenever this happen. I don't want our days to spent it this way, I need you by my side baby.

2010-01-11T23:55:00.000-08:00

Everything, Nothing.

Tomorrow heading down to town with Chloe to meet Adrain, will be starting work soon i guess. Will be gg to buy some new stuff for myself.. New start for me, working hard! Will upload photo soon when i'm not so lazy.

Why is it, how you feel would affect me so deeply. I thought i won't but trust me i'm feeling double of yours baby.. Because i've got you, that's enough comfort.

2010-01-10T10:55:00.000-08:00

Luv you forever, like you for always.

9more hours, everything will be back like usual. Many doubts, many unsure afraid that everything will turn out th other way round, who could ensure that we'll always stay like this.

I just want you a little longer, to be by my side. Finding words to comfort myself, to make myself feel better.

2010-01-06T11:01:00.000-08:00

Choice to make.
(Happy birthday PohGuoZheng! :P)

A simple celebration yet meaningful! :>

2010-01-05T00:49:00.000-08:00

Luv you

Jasmine so slack, so lazy! I think i need to find something to keep my current life busy. I'll die of boredom if i don't! Work intro leh anyone? Waiting for tht stupid nub to wake up, PIGGGG! Blog again, tata.

2010-01-04T18:07:00.000-08:00

Say hi, 2010
There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without,And just hold the smile.

2009-12-31T11:43:00.000-08:00

Ruin my life.
( Feeling abit regret )

I'm so lazy to blog photo on x'mas and blog about it, lazy to upload! I'll upload asap. Finally Dec31'09, 2010 is a new year, pray for a better life, better beginning! So wassup for my night, Boat quay, East coast or Lunar! Had breakfast with nubcake and i'm still feeling so full at this moment :< All my love ones &friends, Don't blame me on my decision plz. I know what i'm doing is gonna ruin my future a lill bit here and there. But i fought with this problem or should i say question for few days already. Trust me i want to study too, hope i'll manage my future/life well ahead. Hope everything goes smoothly the year ahead too! God bless.

2009-12-30T12:04:00.000-08:00

Like a prank
( Happy birthday JonathanTan:> )

Nowadays keep playing mahjong till afternoon! Shagness. Today is really not a good day for me and bad news is i went to opp for IT @ dover and it's unsuccesful. Guess what, die hard already Jasmine :< Bad day, bad luck, bad times, bad mood, bad life. SUCK.

2009-12-28T15:01:00.001-08:00

Sick

Should i or should i not? I'm really very confusedddddd, decision still not made. I could still apply for my courses but if i apply and it's a success i won't be in b.panjang often anymore. I'll be staying over @bishan and not coming back panjang even if weekends. HOW! Macpherson or bishan, 2years course. If i don't continue studying i must find a stable job stable income. Sigh Jasmine really fucking nuts.

2009-12-24T07:53:00.000-08:00

Merry x'mas every living creature
( Happy birthday to ALEXCHUASH! )

I thought i would have a merrier x'mas than last year! Disappointed, din't get to count down cause i'm late and in bus. Urgh, i'll count down new year more meaningfoool! Headed down to bq to Alcool to meet Aloy, Kevin &co. Down to dolphin first to catch up with Des, Dave and Andy. I was on and off! You'll get what i meant. Meet Jiawei and biba awhile later and then to Jab 1 to find kangrong thn to dolphin thn back to alcool.

Had a heart to heart talk with Lydia luv luv at th clark quay river for an hour plus till 630 and head back with Caroline luv luv while Lydia had her own program. Chloe left without a text or a call and heard she went back early so left without her. I want a meaningful x'mas later when i wake up! I hope.

2009-12-20T03:44:00.000-08:00

Utter disappointment.

I thought I'll not feel anything about the outcome because i totally can predict what it is. But now i know it's not easy. Whatever happens already happen so why cry over split milk. Moreover I'm thinking for my future now, i don't wanna tell my friends next time saying how regret am I. Jiayou! Anyway i'm so gonna catch Avatar in 3D, awesome show. Definately worth it! And i'm gonna catch Alvin and the chipmunks 2 though i never catch the first one muahaha, abit slow till now thn i realize they're so adorable. I need to get a couple of christmas gift BOO:(

2009-12-16T07:40:00.000-08:00

Like i say life's a bitch.
(Life's a game, we're the player.)

Surprisingly, I've got an urge to post this up though i think majority of the human beings knows the story behind this photography. But i realize every time i went pass this photo again I'll still spent a few min of my time looking at it. But still i strongly believe that Kevin carter(Photographer) commit suicide after a year later due to his depression of everything he went through there and adding on a burden of his personal money issue.

That's life, some people might be suffering, dying from hunger/illness while some people just enjoy living in luxurious or should i use the word selfishly. Life's a cock up, life's unfair..

PS: Make sure you take care there, you should've just recovered from yr fever stupid. Be back healthy! See you next week:)

2009-12-15T08:12:00.000-08:00

Days of concern.

a song tht i'm so in luv whn i started listening thai months ago, I had fish all day lor, i had fish fillet @ timah then to fish and chip @ bq then to fish ball noodles @ bq also. Chloe started working no time for me already, sian 1/2. Lazy to blog, tata.
Lydia - Plian (Change)

2009-12-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

Life's a bitch.

I'm so hell full now and i felt like vomitting!!! Stayed over at Chloe's house last night because we was playing mahjong at batok with Dave and Desmond and left to her house straight around 3am. Waited till 4 and had breakfast mac at teckwhye thn back to her home sweet home. Went to JP next day and watch 'Storm warriors' quite a catchy show, really. She left after th show to meet hq so i meeted j&co.

2009-12-11T05:30:00.000-08:00

Yet i'm doing it th way i don't want,
(Tht feeling so hard to explain, hard to control fuck.)

Meet Chloe for dinner at lot one, had pasta mania Aloy came to join us awhile. Went back to my house to change accompanied by Chloe and headed to boat quay at 11. Thought of heading ratchada yet went to bq in the end. Head back around 3, mahjong plan tomorrow don't know if it's still on. Everything's coming back in one shot, i don't know if i could hold on. My life's getting better, luck's changing though i still can't get a job! BOO. Chloe, choose the right way and choose the one that you feel happy with, see you tmr!:)

2009-12-10T04:10:00.000-08:00

Breaking down

I'm so exhausted after waking up early today meeting Chloe for a swim for almost 3hours, but yet i can't fall asleep after reaching home so early facing desktop for so many hours. In a state of breaking down, i thought i'll train myself to be stronger after so many months standing strong w my close friends yet it turn out different, as weak.. I need a shoulder.

2009-12-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

I don't wanna be the reason why,
(Just b'cause i know exactly how it hurts)

8.30am Jasmine is still so fucking awake for don't know what fucking reason, I think she need some brainwash. Shall make this post short for i don't know why..

. Mahjong last night at Weixuan house.
. 2plus pm till now i'm still not sleeping yet.
. 2egg and 2hotdog! *I think i can die together w Chloe.
. Need to wake up later to boat quay w Chloe &Aloy.

byebye.

2009-12-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

It's aint gonna be true.
(Obstacles, i'd rather it not happen)

Sinful! I just cook myself an egg with 2hotdogs at this hour! I think the fishball i ate just now making me hungry. BOO! Woke up in the evening bathe and head to grandma's house like usual sunday night then to Chloe's house watching saw6 ALONE. Thought of watching it tgt w 3 of thm tht includes Chloe brother but all just leave me to die myself in the room. Chloe went for movie with Aloy so i waited for her at her house. Kr bro called me and i leave around 10plus and meet Jon @11. Aloy and Chloe join us after tht headed for Nasi lemak around west coast and headed Henderson and Kentridge park next. Went Gek poh for some drink and fishball, back home after that.

I'm meeting Angela bb i think early afternoon to Ikea(TAMP). Really hope i can wake up on time to meet her with her family members. Can't wait for some mahjong action tmr night with Chloe and Aloy!!!!! Song song to Jurong!!!!

2009-12-05T07:30:00.000-08:00

Dragonfly
(Say hello to goodbye)

effin cute right! Don't knw why he kept this as pet.

Meet Jon darling at J.E together with Chloe for dinner, guess what we were late for an hour! Suppose to meet him @6 but end up we only reach at 7. We had our dinner at almost 9 because of the jam along AYE to marinasquare. Head to Jon house to wait for Aloy to come &join us. Left tamp at 12 but something crop up tht we've to head to work house so headed bishan then to boat quay and send me to dragonfly. Din't get to drink there as Angela was in 'trouble'. Back home an hour later.

2009-12-01T14:34:00.000-08:00

H.A.N.G.O.V.E.R

Jasmine got fucking d.r.u.n.k last night at bq and merlion! And Joseph says he caught me vomitting KNS! I don't care liao, won't be gg bq anymore bar myself for a month or maybe longer! Club i don't mind ah! *wink wink*

Off to bathe and head to woodlands, Happybirthday Joleen dajie and sanjie!

2009-11-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday Dexter baobei!!
(Flu's killing me)

Few things have been bothering me lately, hope it will all work it out smoothly.. Like ppl say 'say money, hurt feelings' Urgh, forget it. Thought of heading bq tonight ended up me getting fluish and Angelabb din't call me so cancelled.

Headed bq last night too with bb, saw Aloysius and Weilong and Quek bro. All those that camp bq 'last time friends' then to Lunar to find Ahnick suprisingly Jasonchong was there too. Left around 5 and back to bq. I'm just having serious block nose, used tissue everywhere on my desktop furthermore i'm SO bothered about tht money stuff! BORE.

2009-11-22T03:47:00.000-08:00

Changes

Been neglecting my blog cause of my mood.
Promise will be back soon, as soon as mon is over.

Found out tht my dad really changes alot, perhaps for this family or maybe for ME! haha, suddenly feels tht he really do luv me alot and he really really do meant alot to me! (L)

2009-11-11T04:42:00.000-08:00

Deepest Apology.

Who's there for you whn you felt you're keeping the deepest distance w the earth, i always thought it was you guys. Though i knw my family will be there but i thought you guys will too.. Guess, trusting yrself like wht others say is always right. I'm sorry Dad &Mum, i din't want this to happen too. I swear it's my last time, I'll not disappoint you again. I know i'm such a disappointment but i'll change for both of you, yes my parents:)

2009-11-08T15:16:00.000-08:00

Everything's fine, finally.
(I know we don't belong, so be it.)

JASMINE FEELS LIKE FUCKING VOMITING NOW, I'M SO SERIOUS. I've no appetite and Chloe you better luv me zillion times more than before. Down to bq last night for Chloe and meet dex baobei there first as other join later.. Reached @ 12plus back home whn sun's up. Anyway saw ahgirl @up last night while i was at nemo! K.O his martel around an hour like best. I had my last drinking session since lent.. Was happy, everything's solve. Two happiness strike at one time i suppose *Wink wink*

2009-10-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

Last day of Oct
(Let unhappiness go with october!:)

Jiaqi &

Bryan:)

Saturday night, Jasmine all alone at home dating with her desktop. Thought of heading bq ended up lazy and Angela bb could not accompany me as well.. Meet up Chloe @ 9 and to timah for pool, had my 1st meal only @ 9! Was ridiculously hungry, Back at 12.

Halloween eve was spent @ bq with Angela, Mingjie, Bryan and Ahnic. Next stop till2plus,3 and head to Alcool with Ahnic was home at 8am. Had a tiff with girls, but glad we had a good tiff i claim. We're now good like always! You know i always luv you girls up down deep down, regardless of anything, we may drift because of work or personal r/s causes but still luv luv Lydia &Caroline:) Good night @ bq ysd!

PS: you just lie for the sake of lying, wht else?:)

2009-10-29T02:08:00.000-07:00

Goodbye, almost lover.
(I'm trying not to think about you, Can't you just let me be?)

I'm having back my insomnia! Shity pants, It's halloween! And it's bai's birthday. I totally have no idea what to get for him. Thought of asking him to night safari with me tomorrow together with Chloe, Aloy & his relatives. But was afraid that he feel awkward.. Sooo i think i'm getting him a prezzy instead.

As usual meet up with Chloe at 8plus after my dinner w my family, Weijun join us too. Headed timah for pool again; had supper and head back. Kinda worry for boon his sentence tomorrow and he can't push back the case anymore, Sigh. Hope everything will be fine.. &I feel like drinking now, feel like smoking, feel like k-ing, feel like recieving his text. Haha whtever, Night safari tomorrow!!!!!

Happy birthday LBR! & Boon take care of yrself inside, MISSES:(

2009-10-28T01:39:00.000-07:00

Again and again.
(All b'cause i din't knew he was the reason, all this while..)

Early in th morning 9am, Chloe came to my house suddenly when i was gg to sleep (having insomnia) We had a rest till 3plus and then to her house and head to cck gym next. I broke my blister while jogging today, fuck pain. Sigh, back to her house for dinner and bathe then to timah for pool. Saw Alloyious there as usual, had prata for supper and head back.

.
Jasmine you know this is not gonna work.
Jasmine you know you'd enough of this crap.
Jasmine you know you only say but not doing it.

2009-10-26T03:06:00.000-07:00

Everytime i told myself it's the last time.
(I feel like giving myself one tight slap)

Meet up with Dog (kangrong) and Guozheng for pool @evening had dinner at timah and left around 10, Chloe needs to accompany Aloy in private they lack of love when i'm around. HAHA, So i think i'm only able to meet her thurs/fri :( I haven't meet Caroline for ages too so f sick of it.. I think i'm fucking emo like wtf. Maybe meeting up with Kangrong tomorrow afternoon for gymming @cck. Remember: JYJTSX YOU'RE FUCKING DONE WITH IT!:)

2009-10-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

Ahyou's wedding.
Newly wed:)

Will not post much, some photos will be uploaded but abit blurish, majority will be later. Awesome night just now, ended around 11plus head to oldies with Chloe, Aloy, Angela and co had an fucking nize singing with ahnic! & went back at 5. Wish "daddy" & Angel loving and happiness as always:) Congrats!

2009-10-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

Swimming w Chloe
(Said, it was just a case of missing you.)

Went to bpp to buy fbt shorts &thought of meeting dog(Kangrong) ending up rushing of time and did not. Met Chloe @4 and the sky start turning nasty, thought it would be raining but still we manage to swim for 2hours at pioneer and left at 6 to have dinner. Headed timah next for pool, continuosly we're pooling for almost a week. Applause* Guess the same for tomorrow or maybe heading boat quay.

Chloe's idea to pioneer and guess what i'm heading to pioneer tomorrow again for gym early morning with her. It's 3am and Jasmine is having insomnia naw! Hopes i'm energetic enough tomorrow morning :(

2009-10-22T02:30:00.000-07:00

Steamboat w Pook!
(Idon'tdenyistillmissyou)

I think i just ate a cow for my dinner just now, finally meeting up pook for dinner. I think the last time i met up with her was centuries ago.. Quite last min though, but yeah meet up with her and head bugis for some steamboat action! I was so full that i almost couldn't talk -.- I wasn't being sarcastic seriously.. All thanks to pook and i think i just gain another 10kilos. Din't manage to take photo w pook but still great night out & i swear we wasted hella lots of food and i ate a dozen of hot dogs.

Swimming tomorrow with Chloe! Night mahjong session w her &Aloy! WOOOSH!

2009-10-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

Days out w Chloe.
(4647725392482.)

Have been meeting Chloe for days! Met Chloe last few days at je after her school @12. As we got sudden crave for 'xiao long bao'! Headed jurong point for 'ding tai fung' was damn awesome. We ate 5 each like SONG ONLY. The egg fried rice was THUMBS UP! Seriously, won't regret having it! i want xlb, i want ding tai fung sooon!!!

Anyway, meet Chloe at south view this evening. Headed warren country club for Jeff birthday gathering, Aloy came to fetch us @9 and headed timah next for pool. Lydia &Caroline luvluv came to join us at timah for awhile and we left at 12plus. I can't upload photo using blogger, photobucket suck thumb.Tomorrow is a fugging boring day! Event plz.

2009-10-17T13:33:00.000-07:00

Feeling awful
(you'renotevenhere.)

I'm so hell sick, i think my sneezing thing is killing me together with flu. I can feel cough too, but yet... it shows how much you don't bother. Thanks:) igaveup,youdon'tevenloveme.

2009-10-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

Easily said,
(No more, never again)

2009-10-09T03:31:00.000-07:00

I think i need time alone.
I think i need a shoulder.
I think i'm so fucking stupid.
I think i miss you..

I thought i lost this feeling,
And now it's coming back again.
Seriously, fuck you jasminetansixian.

2009-10-06T22:10:00.000-07:00

Caroline's birthday night
(Photos just can't be upload only!)

Good news! I'm heading for my interview with Chloe tomorrow and it's like finally! I can't live without $$ (Like who can), my resistance for new stuff is pretty bad and if i don't start working i guess i might just died off. And i must sleep early tonight to make sure i'll not be late tomorrow..

Anyway, went to meet up Alex, Charles and Yaowei yesterday @cine for phobia2, though Yaowei was a last minute. I brought Caroline along too, although she hesitate! But i know she'll go because she <3<3 me HAHA. Ohk crap~ We caught the 935 show and it end around 1130, went to puggol marina for some drink with Alex&co and cab home at 5. Today Math paper was CRAP! I done it badly i guess course i was half coma when i was doing the paper, oh-well. I'm having Math paper2 and geog the day after tomorrow, Wish me luck! &Even photobucket is bullying me naw:( Will upload photo ASAP.

PS: FB CUM BLOGGER DRIVE ME NUTS.
Happy birthday to both Caroline and Mingjie:)

2009-09-30T01:58:00.000-07:00

Chloe's birthday celebration!
(HappyChildren'sDay Chloe!)

Update before i head to bed, today was a great day meeting up Kr and Gz bro in the afternoon but ended up got to help mum to do some stuff until i fall asleep whn i reached home. Thn i meet up with Chloe to Jurong point and we made a do-it-yourself cake. The process was fun seriously! Then Aloy came to fetch us and headed farmart and had some finger food and Aloy brought Chloe a small cake to celebrate for her @ farmart. How sweet* Then went to Chloe house to slack awhile and Aloy send me back.. Still blogger can't upload image so i shall use photobucket but only for today. Caroline's chalet photo will be later sorry folks:) AND PHOTOBUCKET TOOK ME AGES TO UPLOAD THIS FEW PHOTOS! ;/

Tomorrow will be meeting up Chloe and Aloy for Chloe's birthday celebration. I bet it will be a memorable day! Happy birthday Chloe hunneh:)

2009-09-29T12:53:00.000-07:00

Caroline's birthday chalet
More photos will be uploaded later!

I'm still waiting for Caroline to send me all the photos taken during her chalet. So i would only able to upload some photos taken with our handphone, but blogger is killing me i can't upload -.- Anyway Caroline's chalet is a total rager, Especially the last night we finish 5 bottles of liquor of different kind. ( Chivas, Martel, Red, White wine) & Though overall there's not alot of people but the chalet is seriously something i won't forget. But still, Happy advance birthday Caroline luv:)

2009-09-23T23:40:00.000-07:00

DEJA VU DEJA VU DEJA VU xtrillion
(i din't knew tht this feelings still exist.)

I remember i said i was gg swimming a day ago, but my bikini just vanish in thin air. I flip through my wardrobe and everywhere of my house i can't find it -.- I want to go swimming, seriously! Anyway yesterday headed hougang and mahjong for 10hours was awesome! I was with Angelabb and her friend Vanessa and V's friend. I reached home today around 8plus? And i woke up at 8pm. I'm sure i can sleep somemore just that my handphone kept ringing -.- I can't sleep soundly :(

I'm going out tomorrow for Caroline's birthday present, Probably lunch with June tomorrow, And i got to go buy present at lot one i guess. Anw Happy birthday Hanhua,sorry i couldn't make it today for lunch with Chloe too as i'm sleeping :/

Happy 24th birthday Vailent, in 15mins!

2009-09-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

Insomnia is killing.
(I need to get rid of my current life)

It's 9 in the morning and i'm still awake, i just came back from River Valley from Cyrus. Just because i've got nothing better to do and no doubt River valley is far from where i live -.- Meet up Jiawei and headed there when it's 3am yes midnight. Caroline came to join us at River valley after her work and we went off at 7am. Boredom is killing me now and i'm playing with my webcam. Urgh~

Never did i mention that this few weeks my life is totally hectic. I stayed home for 5 pathetic days doing nothing.. And i can't sleep until after 7 in the morning I'm totally night lifer! I don't want this to happen like plzzzzz~ Alright whtever a new week a better start, Steamboat with Janicepook later @ night. Woohoo when i'm having diet D:

PS: Guess what, i'm gg swimming tmr alone @cck. *Claps

2009-09-14T22:24:00.000-07:00

If i had a choice to choose, again.
(I'd never regret the choice i made.)

The fate that came, the love that happen 2years ago. That moment that we first met we kiss and we hug. Because of a small friction because &that i'm immature. I walked away when love was mine. 1year later fate is fooling with me again, we choose to replay the past but yet you're the one that's the gamer. I know is totally impossible i know you won't see this but still, i admit i've been missing you so randomly now and then.. I know i maybe stupid to trust you once and for the second time but i wish for the third. But i doubt so, Take it as i'm some gullible kid.

2009-09-11T05:51:00.000-07:00

Endure now, course calm will be following behind.
(the more you're taking in, the better you'll be in future)

It's 5.51 in the morning! and now i'm getting tired already.. I hope i could get to sleep before the sun is up. Visited ah tat @ CP and obviously there is ever more strict than i imagine. We've to go pass so many stages before we can go into the so call conversation room i guess. Bet he's shock and we've less than 20mins to talk ;/ Went to suntec w Guanping after tht and went home around 7 on tht day? And i almost fall alseep, standing! haha

I came back just an hour ago went to geylang with Yan and his friend and i can't even imagine i stay at home on a friday night, how great -.- If i'm not wrong, i spend my last friday @ home too ;/ Life's getting so screwed up. I'm gonna find some part-time job to top up my allowance. And i hope i can chiong finish my geog and d&t for 2weeks arrived, though i haven even started but soon! Promise.

PS: He just shuaiiiiiii only lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! (GuanPing LAUGHING)

2009-09-09T01:06:00.000-07:00

It's not just yet, more to come.

(the ball just started rolling.)

Guess i just use up all my luck, probably i din't not mention that i was late for my first paper Chinese for an hour. 2nd day was punctual and today i was late for my EL paper again but luckily was half an hr late only. Reached home ysd around 4 as i went to woodlands w Jiawei, Kangwei and his friend. Din't expect i'll be home that late but i was exhausted when i reached home. I did put alarm! i placed it under my pillow but no effect :( My dad ring me somemore, i thought he won't give me a break but i realise he changed for better, luvudadiknowyoucared.

My next paper is on Oct5, after Caroline's chalet i'm prepared for my worst.. Oh-well at least i enjoyed, I knew Mon was my first paper and yet i head down to nana with Mingjie.. *@&#$*(&#@!)(*@ I thought i'll stay awake throughout but i bloody fall asleep! Thats why i'm freakkky late, At least i manage to finish within that one hour on the dot God bless!

I'm heading tiong bahru tmr afternoon to meet Guanping to visit his brother at CP. Jasmine have got to wake up early and get her ass to TBR @1230. Looking forward!

2009-09-04T19:03:00.000-07:00

INCOMING HUNGER!
Weight gaining, i'm gg swimming w Chloe on sat!

I'm so hungry lehh, just ordered Mcspicy meal as i'm suddenly craving for it ;/ But it takes 1hour to reach! *@&#*(!@_) Haha, oh wadever mac is here. Off to watch my 'Zhong ji san guo' already. Boredom is killing on friday night :(

2009-08-25T02:05:00.000-07:00

Screw facebook.

I can't update and leave a pm.
I can't comment on friend's post.
I can't chat online (sometimes)
I can't do quizzes.

Hell, everything is mess up and i can't see a thing sometimes.
Lag somemore my connection or fb! ()*#)(!*@*&@#)

2009-08-24T03:09:00.000-07:00

Poles apart
(Like strangers,why am i still thinking.)

I can't sleep,
I don't know why but i know what i'm thinking
is like totally impossible, sigh:(
I thought hope would come, but there's not.
I don't mind waiting for miracles.. But is there that day.

Suck.
I've got school tomorrow but still online, BOO.

2009-08-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

Worst time of my life
(There's nothing worst than all this happening.)

Lester&Jas@dolphin

I know i've not been blogging, but i've my reasons. I guess my doom day is arriving! This week have been splashing bad luck on me neverending! Never forget to mention my work, my mahjong and etc. Even if it's a tiniest joke ever could be a matter. But seriously some old people just think that they are cool and cute by "bao-toh-ing" If you think that's gonna make me so misery i'm gonna say not yet sucker:) But oh-well, i just came back from loyang tua pek kong with Angelabaober and her beloved Jasonpan. Had a little webcam with Ian(bangala) before i went out. We went to mahjong before that at chai chee, i lost almost 50bucks like suay only T.T Nevermind, Jasmine will have a better day ahead!

PS: My koneksion really suck, like how your mum suck yr dad's! Fuck it.

2009-08-05T00:12:00.000-07:00

My computer is way getting on my nerves,
I need someone to hit my com hard please.

2009-08-03T18:12:00.000-07:00

You fucking nbcb, you thought you're some big fcuk_|_

Din't have enough sleep, and i haven catch a wink for 24hours already. Yet you pissed me off by not returning me back my phone. Now i'm feeling so uncomfortable. Seriously, tomorrow onwards. In my eyes you earn respect no more~

2009-07-28T21:20:00.000-07:00

Back To The Future@Supper Club
9th August 2009
(National Day – PARTY OF THE NATION!)
MIXAGE

Come August 9, celebrate our nation’s birthday at Singapore’s most prestigious and luxurious night venue, The Supper Club!
Comprising of a 4million dollar renovation which perfectly fits the 4decade and going age cosmic theme of Singapore!

And with that, the good ol party peeps from Party Box

Has creatively come up with a
Back to the Future dress theme party to suit our Nation’s coming of age
Therefore, we urge you to come dressed as YOUR FUTURE!
(we’re thinking… Teachers, Doctors, Firemen, Policemen… or actually even SUPERMAN)

So come dressed up in your deepest dreams and aspirations and get you and your friends wheezed off into "THE FAST FUTURISTIC PRIORITY QUEUE!!
Witness as we have uberlicious lovin’ nurses walking around and
Drool as our resident skinny punks transform into the hot national soccer players!
With the addition of bass driven and highly expensive sound systems, prepare to numb your mind and shake that booty to the beats of our future;
elektro & r&b with our resident DJ TOK and MC S.O.F!

Make yourselves at home with an all-white space with huge beds and gigantic fluffy pillows, it’s hard not to feel delirious in heaven!
(we look forward to lingerie models wannabe as well –grins-

And with that…

We would like to wish Singapore a happy 44th!
And we cordially you to celebrate it with us

This 9th August 2009
Supper Club
The BACK TO THE FUTURE Party
“Party of the Nation”
Doors open 9pm

**This event is brought to you by The Party Box

**GENERAL INFORMATION:
LOCATION: 331 north bridge road, odeon towers
NEAREST MRT: CITYHALL/BUGIS STATION
Bed Reservations: Available for Vip Beds
Seating: Yes, general admission and VIP.
ATM: Bras Basah Complex

FOR TICKETS RESERVATIONS AND/OR
INTERESTED TICKET DISTRIBUTORS.
CONTACT:
John
LIMIX.T-BLACK@HOTMAIL.COM
HP:90764459

Or Me, Jasmine
Jasmineejassy@hotmail.com
(add me in msn will do) :)

THANKS & CHEERS
XOXO

FOR FREE ENTRY,PLEASE GET BACK TO ME =)

THE PARTY OH THE NATION!!

Anyway, I don't care Lydia, Caroline and Jiawei will follow me Luvluv you all alright:)

2009-07-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

Quit my job.
(You may see the worst part of me naw, but that's not the end.)

Abit pissed off by my boss, but since things are already over let it be. No point crying over spilled milk. I don't give a damn to it too, 8months being there Good memories will be kept inside, Still happy but compare to the times i just start working, the feeling is different.. Oh-well, At least i don't have to worry that much anymore. Felt like so relieve though don't bear to leave but no point staying to.. Anyway luv you guys, muacks.

2009-07-23T15:13:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, Girls need a break.
(Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcism wouldn't hurt.)

Slept for 10hours just now, woke up at 8pm-.- Text Caroline for dinner and she wants to catch a movie, as Jiawei is watching with her friends as well. But in the end, we(Caroline and i) ended up ourselves at timah irc playing L4d plus Audition still ;/ Jiawei came to join us after that, i had mac for dinner. And Shaker fries is back! Raw, tomorrow work at 10. I would like to hang myself :( Going bed naw, miss me planet! Luv yoo(s)~

2009-07-22T04:44:00.000-07:00

Webcam with Caroline.
(But i forgotton to save one precious photo): urgh! )

Today was urber bored, and i had a farking heavy dinner cum supper. Thanks to Jiawei, headed to newton had satay and they( Lawrance &his friend) and i swear i was bloated. And now i am so bored that i want to fall sick already, i'm not kiddin :( &Blogger kinda cock up this couple of days, i'm using photobucket to upload photos now.. Troublee-sum only~

2009-07-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

i could almost be the man! BOO!

Just came back from hougang, went to serangoon thought that something could be cleared/understand. But in the end i only choose the path, that disappoint myself. Anyway went there to meet Janice and slack there for a few hours and Jiawei came to fetch me @ 12 then headed point and slack. Reached home around 4plus, 5. Must wake up early later to meet girl and Caroline, Jiawei for shopping then to work. Bored day man! And i've really no idea what to wear tomorrow. Girl has already brought her viewty, i bet tomorrow she will start all her nonsense about my viewty. I want my viewty back can? :(

PS: You're sucha disappointment, i thought you're different. Now you changed me, happy with it? I hope so course don't ever regret, but i doubt you'll too. Go back to the slut. You're so not worth for both of us, Fcuking face the fucking wall and fuck yourself and die. You're sucha disgrace, dint even thought you wanna do something like that even at the last minute. To even think back we trust you like fcuk before, I never ever want you back, good-friend-ed, Please/

2009-07-17T05:08:00.000-07:00

Friday.

Went to school for oral, oral was kinda alright for me. But i won't be able to score high i guess, i keep adding a 'ya' behind every sentence i spoke to them. Urgh, i just get tongue tied! Never ever mind, i slept at 8 woke up at 12. Amazingly 4 hours of sleep kept me awake till now. That is after work, i hope i could wake up tomorrow morning for my d&t project *prays* Awww, and i knew my classmate luvs and misses me deep deep! & I know my post have been picture-less this couple of update. But will try to upload pictures if i have any:)

Work was surprisingly enjoyable tonight, without any pressure or scoldings.
PS: Jasmine have got the hottest chick(s) alive, Lydia, Janice, Caroline, Jiawei:) MUACKS.

2009-07-15T07:44:00.000-07:00

i don't need a friend that's famous to everybody, hot topic of everyone. Don't need a friend who is rich. And of course i don't have to steal in order to get it.. What i need is things that don't apply on you anymore, maybe you've in previously but not anymore perhaps it vanish or should i say disappear more appropriate..

Because all i need is a good friend, Good friend:)
i may sound so freaking random, but at least i feel better now! A million times better, just because this stuff have been inside me for so farking long to me. Haha, Oh never ever mind. It doesn't concern me anymore, I've better things to do and settle than this. (Oh ya, just let me say this. F.cuk off bloody biatch, whatever it is just don't get in my way you wasted enough of my time already)

- Oral later on @ 1pm. ( It's already 7.50AM now!)
- Work later on @ 10pm-5am

2009-07-12T09:46:00.000-07:00

Jasmine lost her viewty.

This few days are good, Jiawei came to find me last 2days. Brought me to East coast on thursday meet up Beloved Lydia &co and ton at cck. Next day work and Jiawei ended dead. (haha) I'm so lazy to blog and i want to get some sleep. Just came back from cck, breakfast with Frederick meet up Lydia &Co slack after that, last destination home. I'm using back my Ice cream, no more viewty :( Please, close friends get from me my temporary number when you saw me online loveys!

2009-07-07T03:45:00.000-07:00

I've to get myself to school in 2 hours time and i need to get some sleep now, hope i can wake up tomorrow for school! And Jasmine have quite a good night out spend with June, Szekuan and Nat and guys include Hanhua, Wilfred, Desmond and Leong. Will be back, Ciaos:)

2009-07-03T12:40:00.000-07:00

The thing i'm about to say is going to sound unbelievable and ridiculous, stay with me. Tell you what, i just met a old pervert on the way back home from woodlands, i was waiting for bus and it's board day light, after meeting my god-mum. And this old uncle just sit so close and talk to me about his sex life and all his ex and i think he's double the age of my grand-father!

OLD AH PEK: 我的以前的女朋友全部都是十八, 二十岁. 年轻又漂亮. 她们全部都很爱我, 因为我很厉害. 我还给她们钱用. ( But he looks 60-70 years old)
.
.
.
And he said.
她们一给我喷到就说我很厉害, 个个都很爱我. 现在哪里找得到像我一样又厉害, 又爽, 又有钱的.

OMG !
and he said alot of craps i don't wanna mention, i swear every word i written down here it's true and comes out from that tiko uncle mouth. omfg yes, please laugh out hard. Eww.

2009-07-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

Prolonged Silence only makes me miss you even more.

Jasmine have to get her butt to woodlands in an hour time that will be 8am in the MORNING, and i've yet to catch a wink. Though i'm not really tired but i seriously need some sleep. I can see my bed calling me but i've an appointment with my god-mum @woodlands. Oh-well, i din't work just now as in last night. Friday off, it's damn nice even if you din't spend the night outside. But yes, i went out for dinner with Kevin and headed for wanton mee @amk. When one gets duper hungry, whatever food is delicious i suppose?! Headed raiders for L4D, Hanming and Li Wei Jun came to find us after that headed boat quay next. YES, we headed down dolphin -.- Saw Samuel, Hanhua, Wilfred. Went back home @ 3 as Kevin has work next morning!

2009-07-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

I wish, i hope.

I'm so tired of bejeweled, that game make me so 'bored-er' End work @ 2 today, and as usual it was hell tired. Nick and i decided to meet after work to shebang for a drink and of course i decided to bring Lydia and Angela along. And Nick and i was planning this and that and he said he'll be outside wild after my work at 2. But yes he fall asleep, So girl and i went to gombak for some supper! And we met like 2 strange guys chasing us or should i say 1? Hahahaha, ohk whatever

Three cheers for Jasmine as she's not working tomorrow! (Hip hip hooray!) Three HAHA'S to Lydia, Caroline and Jiawei! Sound stupid but it's my blog i'm happy. I'm not heading for school, no time i meant no time to sleep. Never forget Wilfred, Hanhua and Samuel came to my rescue today Hi Wilfred!!! Tomorrow shopping! Lovey :)

PS: Girl, you must understand, why i never upload our photo because i'm ugly i don't mind uploading but you'll kpkb in the end! haha, but you know i always love you and always put you at the top left hand side of my blog fucker! :D Love!

2009-07-01T04:40:00.000-07:00

Great, Jasmine have not attended school for 3 days, or 4days in exact:)

I spent last night at kuan's house. Meet Kevin at amk as meeting kuan at cine, then headed to amk hub to get some stuffs for that arshole 'hoping that if any shop is still open as it's already 10pm' And i get something. Shall not mention what i bought but i was half an hour late meeting Kevin due to this. Headed cine to fetch kuan and headed prinsep street next for L4D. And there's a evil guy working there guess what, he wanted to see my ez-link card photo that is like when i'm in primary6! and i've to surrender my card to him! (*)&#@*!@&!(*&^@

PS: Dandan is so adorable! Unlike the owner, we slept at 5 woke up at 10. Amazingly, kuan woke up. Cab down to peninsula to get her full-back outline done. Reach there around 12 and the session ended @ around 4. I swear, if you ever wanna get tattoo done please think twice. Especially Geisha, with 'alot strands of hair! ' June came to meet us up! headed Raffles city for burger king and off to home for some sleep! I wanted to upload photo but blogger get kinda sucky this few days! Next time, Muacks:)

(Jasmine working tomorrow urgh!)

2009-06-29T07:05:00.000-07:00

I thought everything will be alright, but after all is all me.

Looking at the handphone aimlessly, every single minute passes.When it rangs, th first thought comes through my mind is you. But when i look at it, it's not. Tell me how, i'll throw you off my mind because none of this is in my plan. I told myself no more, but yet i crave for more.

2009-06-27T05:51:00.000-07:00

Grace said today was her last day working @blue, and she recieve many many roses that she can't even hold properly. I had a tiring day after work, so bored Monday school's back have to attend due to exams coming up. I had a emo time at kj, so emo that i almost want to die~ Urgh, should i buy his birthday present/ should i not. Tomorrow heading town or bugis with girl and Caroline perhaps Jiawei. I'm turning in *Hugs

(Everytime we talk, I fall a little harder)

2009-06-26T11:48:00.000-07:00

Yes, Jasmine came to blog in the afternoon wonder why so early? Course she haven had her sleep.. Went back home @ 6am after work cab back tgt with June.Reach home bathe get changed and headed to woodlands for some medical stuffs and headed back home that is now. And it should be counted as 27th of June instead of 26. Alright i saw Samuel and Ben last night! Though nothing special but it has been a long time since i get to see both of their groups of friends i used to play around with oh-well,I'm going to get some sleep now Xoxo

(I miss you, i hate you)

2009-06-24T06:07:00.000-07:00

一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

I had enough, enough of bearing i should have know trust is for no one. Jasmine is acting happy, but that's all she can and must do infront of him.

2009-06-23T04:29:00.000-07:00

Everything's different, you just don't care anymore. You is you, Me is me.

2009-06-21T03:22:00.000-07:00

Jasmine is so more and more pig, seriously. I from sleep of 8hours to 10hours to 12hours. Now no 12hours i don't wake up. Omg! What the hell happen seriously, went for acupuncture on the saturday i swear is hell scary! And tiny bit of pain of needles, i had 26 of needles on me! Ohk whatever. Today was a sunday and i was suppose to be at puggol at noon with my family but i woke up at 630, woken up by Lydia Loh MS! Went to grandma's house at 8plus headed to gombak mac for Jiawei and her bf. Caroline suppose to come end up PS! )(@*#!*&@!(@()@*#)(@. But went home quite early also was back home @ 1am after pool at batok csc.Heard from king pay's day is tomorrow but not much hope puts inside as he always says monday. Argh days are shaggy! Lydia will love me tons i tell you, i post her picture so big on top and she'll tag me by tomorrow if not means she never view my blog regularly! &Alpha says he's dying, I want shopping :( TATA, Blow kisses.

(Jasmine is getting her blogskin change soon!)

2009-06-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

Jasmine is getting so tired of her work, her life and where's her pay!! i think i should hold a group and go against 'him' until he give us our pay! YEAH! Work today sucks, i think th same thing goes to tomorrow~ I'm having a hard time to kill time @work.

( I say working, you say suck) Working... suck!

2009-06-15T21:17:00.000-07:00

I thought Lydia and i will go arena tonight, but in th end Caroline don't club Shirley M.I.A~ Thanks lor ending up me spending the night alone at home. Alright, forget it anyway haven did i mention what xb gave me for my birthday but yeah i'm touched. He just came silly-ly from amk to b.panjang in the morning like 7plus just to past me the big big jig saw puzzle and one cake. I swear i was super touched :)

I was having fever past 2 days, but yeah just for 2days. Since a long time i had my last fever, HAHA but yeah 38.8! It was alright la, and recovered just ysd headed to grandma house have my dinner and un pleasant things happen, don't wish to mention but seriously she got no sense of respect even she's the oldest V what-so-ever! Cab to woodlands around 8and find my god parents, and cab back @12. Went to have breakfast with Dear girl Lydia, Caroline and Jiawei at batok during 5am. I swear we do have a good time talking and laughing!

2009-06-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

i'm @ Angela baober house with one of my eye close. I fugging stupidly poke my finger into my eyes and yes it is the EYES, EYEBALL straight. Guess i look one eye big and small now, & i drop 2tears. lol ohk back to topic finally i watched 'Night at th musuem2' yesterday with Mervynnnnnn! at J8. Yeah that idiot, haha. Angela came finding me had our early dinner back home bathe and out for work.

I just came back from prawning! With Janice pook, and baober behind came to find us when we're cooking. Both pook and me caught 18prawns in 3hours! *Claps* Janice gave me the ' dare-st' girl award. HAHAHA, But seriously i enjoy th night though and it's 8am now Angela is sleeping dead beside me -.- I've to be back for school for projects on friday sad! Days sucks

2009-06-05T17:36:00.000-07:00

Working is so bored, please i'm dying of boredom. I feel like not working anymore :(

2009-06-02T04:00:00.000-07:00

Oh my goda! I'm like so getting this when i get my pay and of course my bag. I'll be damn broke :( &Jasmine must be dreaming that her parents will spon her $$ to get this, Oh my goda if any one ever take this appear infront of me this min i'll love you long time. HAHA forget it craps.

Anyway thought of going prawning just now as Janice (pook) says Kevin and her will be taking me out celebrating my belated birthday and Kevin, Dex don't prawn How sad! Then we headed for L4D @ Amk Raiders. I want prawning!

2009-05-31T03:54:00.000-07:00

And this is the only neoprint i manage to take w my phone

This time we manage to eat more!

Idiot face it's ugly i know

i love them deeply down i swear :)

The cake i brought, nice leh?

Went to woodlands to celebrate my god parents birthday last evening that is saturday, woke up @3 and prepare went down to b.panjang plaza to buy cake and they told me once and twice to buy chocolate. Went to Angie th choice to buy, and the cake was nice! Haha of course got my love inside that's why the cake was so sweet. Haha, first thing went there mahjong then went out with family to have dinner curry fish head 'again' as on friday went out with Shunjie, Lydia and Alex and Naihong with Sandra to b.timah to eat curry fish head also. Haha, left @ 11 after mahjong. And this weekend was so dead, i took off and thought something nice and fun would happen but life still suck thumb. Sj not free, so less time to go shopping with girl and Alex if not i would have watch 'Night at the musuem 2' by now. Sigh, hope to go out like last time and enjoy time :( Forget it.

Woke up by lots of calls and few msges @3 today, then meet girl at 6 headed to bugis. Ate sake sushi! And it was so nice lor, maybe because i'm hungry -.- But yeah, nice meal. Took neoprints and went shopping! Haha, headed to East coast park at 9plus as company gathering. And it was so boring.. Eat again, I swear i want to slim down in one month~ Or maybe two months, i'll make it. Jasmine could do it 8)

2009-05-28T04:09:00.000-07:00

Shirley &Caroline nothing as sweet as both of you.

Yeah, It's my bird day.

Though some of you won't read it all out, because it'll be super long and nobody will write this out because you all think is stupid or whatever shyt it's still not going to stop me i'm still going to type every single one out.

My birthday kinda suck at work but glad it's refill back with all my friends love and hugs all. I love Lydia, love Kevin for wishes me burstday! , love Dex, love Aloysius, love Kenneth, love Mr vic, love Ben, love Pookie, love Caroline and Shirley, love xiaobai, love Alfred, love Baober, love Joey, love my god dad &mum, love Chloe BIG ONE, and love Chloe small size one. Love every single little bit and tiny ones who wishes me birthday include tagboard, friendster and facebook. Thanks Huimin, Sweeyang, Wilfred, Ves, Eddy, Weikeong shidi, Bernardo for counting down every single days for me, Guanping glad that you all remember , AND GUANTAI, i bet if Guantai saw this he'll be so damn happy HAHAHA but you also no heart la never note down my birthday need yr brother tell you lols and Those who called me, text me &of course every single dolphin waitreses and nevertheless Oscar calling from malaysia just to tell me happy birthday and my dear fucking cousin Liying wishes me '生鸟快乐'

Is the thought that count isn't it? & Every single one of them has it, Regardless present or presentless, You all rock the hell out of me. But sadly no photos taken with every single one of them too busy! D; I'm going out with Lydia tmr, for my belated birthday celebration woohoo! I'm going to bed Exhausted. Xoxo

2009-05-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

This was like months ago, Ivan is still a friend that brightens people day. Just that, as time goes things change. Haha, anyway tomorrow working dead shyt. 3DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! haha, i miss tcc :(

2009-05-24T04:18:00.000-07:00

4.18 and i'm going bed soon, feeling so down now! BOO~ Went to boat quay last 2 days, headed conspiracy on thurs with Dex, Mr vic, Kenneth etc, and fri went to liquid with all my work loveys. Monday dolphin gonna be back in action and of course not forgetting my birthday in 4days! Haha, will be working on thurs still boss birthday as well. So everyone be there i mean my good friends be there! Will be located @ The next stop from monday onwards, Back to business. Monday opening. Ohk enough of my work and guess what my wish for this year is not to get drunk together with my boss this coming thurs, AMEN! Oh i'm gonna be so dead shit by then. Argh but of course that is a joke but seriously i hope. I wish i wish for TCC! In another for JJ! HAHA craps, but i seriously miss missed misses ()*@)&!@*&!@. Aites, talk to you all another day. Xoxo

2009-05-13T16:56:00.000-07:00

PEEPOS, Apologies that i din't blog for so long but i'm super lazy. Feel like closing down my blog after so many years of blogging. Busy with outing, busy dealing with Lydia @her kampong. WTFFFFF. Perhaps i'll start to blog again perhaps not, exams period gonna be over. And i bet i'll have a very happy hols i hope :) Plenty of photos in my com, but i'm now at my second home (woodlands) ;O So maybe i'll be back! Love yaw!

2009-04-30T18:02:00.000-07:00

Back for more! I swear swear swear, duper lazy to update. So i shall just upload photos of past few days out to somewhere. Anyway i've not been school for 2weeks, shucks. Guess how dead i am -.- And went for L4d last midnight after work with Alex, precious girl Lydia and Alvin oh well end here Photoooooooos more than words.

Aites, this is few days ago i think monday? Went to have steamboat as i've a strong urge to eat something very spicy and yes we have one chicken soup and one "ma la" soup but it's not that spicy though -.- Free flow of drink, behind bugis beside the carpark. Forgotton what's the shop name but well the food serve is rather ohk but well i think other shop will do better. After we ate finish, yes Janice starts to play with the food and pulls me in for photos:D

Before

After

Then we wonder where to go next, and then headed to blue -.- Though i'm not working so does Janice, but i swear that night was a great one. We are playing and taking photos every min, woo!

Everyone says she looks like my bf! hahahahahaha

My dear girl, never forgotton always!

candid!

And then a proper one.

This is HANHUA!

I'll be back for more photos that in my phone! working yesterday, working tonight, working tomorrow, working the day after tomorrow!!! And i've got myself a guess wallet Haha, random. Wonder what to get for my dear girl, for her birthday on the 8th of May, Ideas? ;/ SEE YOU GUYS LOVEY!