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Nothing hurts more than that.
 Jasmine TanSiXian falls on 28thMay, I want to run away from you, even if i'll be struggling. email. friendster. facebook. |
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Merry x'mas every living creature ( Happy birthday to ALEXCHUASH! )  I thought i would have a merrier x'mas than last year! Disappointed, din't get to count down cause i'm late and in bus. Urgh, i'll count down new year more meaningfoool! Headed down to bq to Alcool to meet Aloy, Kevin &co. Down to dolphin first to catch up with Des, Dave and Andy. I was on and off! You'll get what i meant. Meet Jiawei and biba awhile later and then to Jab 1 to find kangrong thn to dolphin thn back to alcool. Had a heart to heart talk with Lydia luv luv at th clark quay river for an hour plus till 630 and head back with Caroline luv luv while Lydia had her own program. Chloe left without a text or a call and heard she went back early so left without her. I want a meaningful x'mas later when i wake up! I hope. Utter disappointment.   I thought I'll not feel anything about the outcome because i totally can predict what it is. But now i know it's not easy. Whatever happens already happen so why cry over split milk. Moreover I'm thinking for my future now, i don't wanna tell my friends next time saying how regret am I. Jiayou! Anyway i'm so gonna catch Avatar in 3D, awesome show. Definately worth it! And i'm gonna catch Alvin and the chipmunks 2 though i never catch the first one muahaha, abit slow till now thn i realize they're so adorable. I need to get a couple of christmas gift BOO:( Like i say life's a bitch. (Life's a game, we're the player.)  Surprisingly, I've got an urge to post this up though i think majority of the human beings knows the story behind this photography. But i realize every time i went pass this photo again I'll still spent a few min of my time looking at it. But still i strongly believe that Kevin carter(Photographer) commit suicide after a year later due to his depression of everything he went through there and adding on a burden of his personal money issue. That's life, some people might be suffering, dying from hunger/illness while some people just enjoy living in luxurious or should i use the word selfishly. Life's a cock up, life's unfair.. PS: Make sure you take care there, you should've just recovered from yr fever stupid. Be back healthy! See you next week:) Days of concern. a song tht i'm so in luv whn i started listening thai months ago, I had fish all day lor, i had fish fillet @ timah then to fish and chip @ bq then to fish ball noodles @ bq also. Chloe started working no time for me already, sian 1/2. Lazy to blog, tata. Lydia - Plian (Change) Life's a bitch.  I'm so hell full now and i felt like vomitting!!! Stayed over at Chloe's house last night because we was playing mahjong at batok with Dave and Desmond and left to her house straight around 3am. Waited till 4 and had breakfast mac at teckwhye thn back to her home sweet home. Went to JP next day and watch 'Storm warriors' quite a catchy show, really. She left after th show to meet hq so i meeted j&co. Yet i'm doing it th way i don't want, (Tht feeling so hard to explain, hard to control fuck.)  Meet Chloe for dinner at lot one, had pasta mania Aloy came to join us awhile. Went back to my house to change accompanied by Chloe and headed to boat quay at 11. Thought of heading ratchada yet went to bq in the end. Head back around 3, mahjong plan tomorrow don't know if it's still on. Everything's coming back in one shot, i don't know if i could hold on. My life's getting better, luck's changing though i still can't get a job! BOO. Chloe, choose the right way and choose the one that you feel happy with, see you tmr!:) Breaking down  I'm so exhausted after waking up early today meeting Chloe for a swim for almost 3hours, but yet i can't fall asleep after reaching home so early facing desktop for so many hours. In a state of breaking down, i thought i'll train myself to be stronger after so many months standing strong w my close friends yet it turn out different, as weak.. I need a shoulder. I don't wanna be the reason why, (Just b'cause i know exactly how it hurts)  8.30am Jasmine is still so fucking awake for don't know what fucking reason, I think she need some brainwash. Shall make this post short for i don't know why.. . Mahjong last night at Weixuan house. . 2plus pm till now i'm still not sleeping yet. . 2egg and 2hotdog! *I think i can die together w Chloe. . Need to wake up later to boat quay w Chloe &Aloy. byebye. It's aint gonna be true. (Obstacles, i'd rather it not happen)  Sinful! I just cook myself an egg with 2hotdogs at this hour! I think the fishball i ate just now making me hungry. BOO! Woke up in the evening bathe and head to grandma's house like usual sunday night then to Chloe's house watching saw6 ALONE. Thought of watching it tgt w 3 of thm tht includes Chloe brother but all just leave me to die myself in the room. Chloe went for movie with Aloy so i waited for her at her house. Kr bro called me and i leave around 10plus and meet Jon @11. Aloy and Chloe join us after tht headed for Nasi lemak around west coast and headed Henderson and Kentridge park next. Went Gek poh for some drink and fishball, back home after that. I'm meeting Angela bb i think early afternoon to Ikea(TAMP). Really hope i can wake up on time to meet her with her family members. Can't wait for some mahjong action tmr night with Chloe and Aloy!!!!! Song song to Jurong!!!! Dragonfly (Say hello to goodbye) effin cute right! Don't knw why he kept this as pet.   Meet Jon darling at J.E together with Chloe for dinner, guess what we were late for an hour! Suppose to meet him @6 but end up we only reach at 7. We had our dinner at almost 9 because of the jam along AYE to marinasquare. Head to Jon house to wait for Aloy to come &join us. Left tamp at 12 but something crop up tht we've to head to work house so headed bishan then to boat quay and send me to dragonfly. Din't get to drink there as Angela was in 'trouble'. Back home an hour later. |